I lie awake at night as tears run down my face
Razors by my bed to dull the pain
I cut and watch the blood
Painting the walls red
If I end it now will you miss me
or forget about me
Will u be angry or forgive me
No one cares or understands the pain I go through
I look in the mirror all I see is you
I drag the razor across my shaking arms
Nothing can take this feeling away
With every cut comes a scar
Beautiful in every way